Tomorrow is the third anniversary of  my friends death.I was in form two when he died and we were classmates.He was the most gentle guy you can ever meet.Wasnt as rood and harsh as the others which includes me.A wonderful guy in a terrible world.Perhaps that was the reason god took away his life so early on.

He died on a friday ,the day that we had juz finished our mid year examinations.And i still remember the last few words he spoke to me….”wei,tutup zip beg la…nanti buku terjatuh!”……and i smiled and walked away not knowing thats the very last time i’ll ever talk to him….he died that very day after a lorry ran over him….such painful death for such a wonderful soul…..makes me wonder sometimes….did he really deserve it???  I was in trauma was one week….really effected me mentally….only then i realized how weak i was…One question kept on repeatin itself in my mind….”it could hav been me rite?”……i dont know y but it just kept repeatin….And the most unacceptable part for me was when my friends told me that when they visited him in the mortuary,he was actually smilin!!….spooky….

Mohd.Hanis…..ur forever in memory bro…..

Recently i was so into  piloting that i was starting to look for piloting jobs and ive still got my spm to come.Anyway,due to my sudden interest,i decided to download the Microsoft Flight Simulator using Limewire….Due to previous experiences downloading pragrames using limewire,i was confident there will not be any infected files….I was so wrong!!!

I downloaded a zipped file and scanned the file if there were any viruses.The scan showed the file was virus free and so i extracted all the contains within the microsoft flight simulator.When the extraction was done,i realized there was only one file present and it contained a windows media player logo.I clicked on it and soon i discovered i have done the biggest mistake.All my  songs were gone and the auto virus scan keeps popping up and shows adware purityscane .Even i when delete the virus,it comes back each time i on the computer.

If any of u have any previous experiences,please guide me…..

Recently my relative who is a nine year old was diagnosed with pancreas disorder…..a tube that is supposed to be connected to her pancreas was out of place and it caused many dangerous complications if not life threatening….it was a difficult situation even for a fully grown man to endure,imagine a nine year old girl.It was an emotionally challenging time for her and my whole family….she was than treated in university hospital,kuala lumpur.The doctors said she had to undergo a major operation to correct the complication.

Since we were told that it was going to be a major operation,we understood the seriousness of the situation.Still,everyone stood bravely by her .When the operation day arrived,she was cryin in fear and refused to undergo the procedures.Somehow,the doctors managed to pursue her and she calmed down.It was during the operation that our family faced the biggest scare.We were told that it was going to be a five hour operation,but it got extended to seven hour.This is when things got out of hand.All the ladies burst into tears assuming something was wrong.The doctors took the liberty to explain to us that it was a lil bit complicated.Later on,the operation was extended to ten hours.Everyone started praying and tears intenssified.The whole situation was an unforgetable one for me.

Thank goodness the operation turned out to be a successful one.But it was an unbearable sight for us to look at her in the ICU for two long days.She was in life support machine as her condition was not as convincing as the doctors wanted it to be.She was a human tube stand.There was tubes running everywhere in her body.Fortunately she recovered dramatically and is now healthy under the surveillance of outstanding doctors and nurses….

I would like to dedicate this very special blog to Dr.Ramanujam who happens to be the head doctor who conducted the life saving surgery of my beloved sister….god bless you doctor…and god bless all the nurses to….

I’ve gota admit,one of the most adventures times of my life was during my drivin lesson with a dream of taking my drivers lisence.Fortunately i got it and i was blazing in happiness.The whole experience was a life changing one.It had its pros and cons,but there were definitely more cons than there were pros.Imagine being asked to drive on your own on the”bukit”(a discipline in the driving school) on your very first day !!! And i didnt have any any sought of driving experience before the lesson.The instructor gave me a few instructions like ” mula- mula lepas clutch lahan lahan,lepas tu bila sampai kat atas tekan clutch dan tekan brek atas petak kuning”……than he went like ” lepas tu,keluarkan kepala ikut cermin dan cek sama ada tayar dalam kotak kuning atau tidak….kalau dalam kotak tarik handbrake dan angkat tangan”……u think that was bad instructions for a first timer….wait till u hear this….than he said”lepas angkat tangan,lepas clutch lahan lahan,tekan minyak lahan lahan dan bila awak terasa kereta nak bergerak lepaskan handbrake dan kereta akan bergerak ke bawah”……..i mean…..have some mercy man….it was my freakin first time!!!! how could u expect a first timer to catch all those stuff….and so i embraced myself and proudly said….”encik…..saya tak faham langsung”….then he suddenly became a genius and decided to demonstrate…..lame….how lazy could the instructor be??? And he had the dumbest excuse….”saya ingat lelaki pandai bawak kereta”….insanity….

I some how managed to complete my 10 hour lesson includin the bukit….which i was flunking by getting the car to reverse all the time…..but i aced it during the final days of my lessons….and than came the test day….there were 75 other candidates waitin to sit for their tests…..and guess what…..i was the third one to do the bukit test….i aced it…..with only one problem….i forgot to release my hand break!!!dumbness at its pick perhaps….luck was with me that day…the jpj officers were to busy talkin in the small hut on the bukit!!! so they didnt realize…..than i went on to the side parkin test….which i had no problems since day one…..and u gussed….i aced it to….happy me….not knowing whats in store for me next….a moody jpj officer for my jalan raya test!! And things got worse….when it was my turn to drive on road…..it was raining cows and buffalos…….which happens to be heavier than cats and dogs….think about it….a moody officer,heavy rain,a car im not used to and a freakin hard gear!!!! could it get any worse???? But i did better then i expected…but i made a blunder in the end when i am supposed park the car under a shade,and i didnt!!!! the officer started shoutin at me”bodoh,bahlul…..tak pandai park ke???? bodoh….belagak je tau….bangang”…….what can i say???? it was perfect day….but then look at the bright side….i got my lisence….im happy,my instructors happy,my moms happy and the jpj agent isnt…..and i dint give a damn….

One week after receivin my lisence…..i took my dads car out….i wanted to have a hair cut…and i did…. on my way back….i was at a junction and was waitin to take it ……i was waitin for a minute which is realy long bcoz trafic was quite busy that day,and so i turned impatient and decide to teke the on the junction….without considerin a motor which i thought was kinda far …..it proved that i had a bad sense of estimation….as i took the junction….the motor did not have enough time to avoid my car and bang!!!!! A grasshoper hit me……OF CORZ NOT!!!!! the motorist hit me…. i was terrified….but the whole thing was settled….dad had to pay for the guys bike and also the car….cost him almost Rm 3 k…..yea thats alot….ACCIDENTS HAPPEN MATES!!!!!